It seems as if I don't understand them anymore...
I'm sure of myself that i've heard a lot of things, leading to many understandings. What i've heard has made me confused...... I know that there are certain things mentioned but i should not know...... i guess it's good anyway if i play ignorant (and i'm trying very hard to do so) but with those gestures and so-caled "things" thati have been seeing, i really ponder if i know my friends now??? I really hope i could burden but how??? I know nuts but whatsoever. Friends are acting so strangely that i could hardly understand...... i really hope for a reasoning... but HOW,HOW,HOW???!!!! WHAT AM I TO DO??? I thought it might be over soon, but i do not wish to go on that way...... I'm in a mess now perhaps...