What a Terrible Mistake ...
I know it was not really right to do so ... but why do i still keep on doing it.... yeah ... probably it was just out of pure fun ... but why??? I had to do it.. why must i do it ? Luckily i have cleared my doubt and she was still able to forgive ... but another obstacle poses in front of me just as it was the beginning to my ever-so relieved mind ... I guessed i shouldn't reveal the truth unless you want to know but i have to feel that you have the right to know it...Not anyone is liable to know the story of "that day"... The story's the same and there's no change...
I'm sorry to the parties that were offended in any way or another ... I sincerely apologise

My SP Two-Week Tryout
Haiz... finally TWO week of SP has finished... but there's still another one more week to go....This first week has given me many dilemmas, worries, anxiety and above all many questions. Should I continue with Poly ? ( It's tempting) or JC (my choice all along) ??? ---HELP!
My SP tryouts: Day 1: A brief intro, of the school and the elaborate explanation of the cut-off and allocation of courses... How boRiNg can it be? AW...!!! Later we were asked to form into groups so that we could build a car that uses propulsion and also move quickly with basic materials... oh... but best part is all of us who went SP made new frens ... syah,justin and vivek... and we won 1st prize cool eh??? :D
Day 2: It was still another EXTREMELY AWFUL talk by one of the lecturers...... Well, at least you still had the field trip to complement the Boring TALK ... We had also played a game called ... er... "Accountpoly" haha:D Quite fun though...
Day 3: Didn't go so didn't care... haha:D but it was some high rope thingy...and a CCA open house Day 4: It was the School of EEE (Electrical and Electronics Engineering???) Well as usual... another boring talk and then we got to see some of the various engineering courses ... but we get to play with the thingy used to measure heartbeat and blood pressure ...CooL ... Bing Yu even got a "shock of his life " haha... LITERALLY !
Day 5: It was the school of visual media and something ..??? But we got to see some cool animations and works .. too bad we didn't go to the excursion to Creative and others i guess... Shucks! and also another boring talk ...( What's with lecturers and BOREDOM!!!) Any LINK??!!?? HAha:D
Day 6: Maritime Academy ... We got to be in a cargo ship simulator ...!!! and also see a model of the ship's engine and other things ... It was DAMN BIG!!! And we even get to sit and DRIVE on a Speed Boat!!! CooL!!! We also learned to tie knots...
Day 7: School of mechanical and manufacturing engineering ...This again was talk and we got to see labs .... No Comment...
Day 8: School of ?? (deals with architecture) and Chemical and Life science .... The first part ... we had to raise money so that we could build a house and buy materials the next day... quite ok though. The later part was on chemical and life science ... It was cool when we could learn about Optometry ... See our real eye (internally) and look at other optical things... It was really CooL...:D
Day 9: We had to build a house ... though it was kinda of an episode of Survivor ... or maybe sort of... we still completed our job... but i think we should have won =)
Day 10: I guess was one of the best ... Fun with Maths ... It was really quite fun ... many quizzes and games and it was hilarious too (If u looked at two guys head to head rushing for the number one seat ..HAhaHAHa:D ) There were puzzles to solve ... but best of all WE WON!!! HahAHahA :D We made new friends too... so i guess it had ended well ... :D

It seems as if I don't understand them anymore...
I'm sure of myself that i've heard a lot of things, leading to many understandings. What i've heard has made me confused...... I know that there are certain things mentioned but i should not know...... i guess it's good anyway if i play ignorant (and i'm trying very hard to do so) but with those gestures and so-caled "things" thati have been seeing, i really ponder if i know my friends now??? I really hope i could burden but how??? I know nuts but whatsoever. Friends are acting so strangely that i could hardly understand...... i really hope for a reasoning... but HOW,HOW,HOW???!!!! WHAT AM I TO DO??? I thought it might be over soon, but i do not wish to go on that way...... I'm in a mess now perhaps...

Memories last forever... They're so hard to forget.....
Have you ever wondered if we could ever turn back in time and relive our own sweet memories that we had... I mean isn't it wonderful to have so much strong feelings throughout these four years we've spent.... it seems so etched in my mind never short-termed..... but we do have to look on forward, don't we. We musn't hinder ourselves by the past and anticipate for the future, butit has been one difficult task to do ever since after that prom nite, i kept on wondering," we would meet again but how many of us? " ,"would we gather, perhaps, maybe???" It is so difficult to decide, maybe i'll tell myself, i'll search for an answer....