Myriad : Emotions

2007-03-15T21:49:00.000+08:00

Vois sur ton chemin - Les Choristes

Vois sur ton chemin
Gamins oubliés égarés
Donne leur la main
Pour les mener
Vers d'autres lendemains

Sens au coeur de la nuit
L'onde d'espoir
Ardeur de la vie
Sentier de gloire

Bonheurs enfantins
Trop vite oubliés effacés
Une lumière dorée brille sans fin
Tout au bout du chemin

Sens au coeur de la nuit
L'onde d'espoir
Ardeur de la vie
Sentier de gloire

Vois sur ton chemin
Gamins oubliés égarés
Donne leur la main
Pour les mener
Vers d'autres lendemains

Sens au coeur de la nuit
L'onde d'espoir A
rdeur de la vie
Sentier de gloire

2007-03-10T20:12:00.000+08:00

Faint sky in the night,
Stars that glitter upon us.
Staring outside the window,
Pondering the things that happened that day.

His surroundings were oblivion,
yet his head was still disturbed.
What could he have done tonight,
that caused such eternal pain?

Who knew what happened,
that triggered this thought.
Who knew what outcome,
could deteriment this sensation.

Yet all that night matters,
Was this event that was trapped in his head.
The irony of choices and paradox of consequences,
would always befall on him.

2007-02-20T22:00:00.001+08:00

This blog remains inactive until i feel like blogging =)

2007-02-09T22:10:00.000+08:00

Mr Big- To Be With You

chorus:

I'm the one who wants to be with you
Deep inside I hope you feel it too
Waited on a line of greens and blues
Just to be the next to be with you

2007-02-09T22:06:00.000+08:00

Hold on my friend,
Let the tide ride past you.
Hold my hand
Let's overcome this together.
Stand strong admist troubles.

2007-01-31T21:16:00.000+08:00

I guess i'm very lucky i have wonderful people beside me and showing their concern with regards to what happened to me... I'm realy grateful to havde them beside me...

Thanks for all the concern and help!

2007-01-31T19:08:00.000+08:00

pain and swells all over my mouth ... i cannot take it

the agony... the suffering

NO!!!!!!!!

2007-01-30T21:06:00.000+08:00

I feel as if maligned today...

So many things that had happened...

All against my favour...

What did i do wrong..

Come on don't push the blame on me!

2007-01-24T21:47:00.000+08:00

I can't comprehend the thing that was mentioned...

I can't take it...

What's with that ?!

2007-01-11T21:44:00.000+08:00

I am lost,
oblivion to my surroundings,
having me delusioned from myself.

2007-01-09T21:26:00.000+08:00

9 January 2007

To you my neighbour:

Thanks for that listening ear that brought me out of this horrid emotional phase.

Love,
Chorks =)

2007-01-04T22:41:00.000+08:00

Guess what... I'M GOING FOR AN OPERATION!!!!!!!!!

yup, it's true! haha
it's an extraction of the wisdom tooth or teeth to make it plural.. It's gonna be painful and i await for that time... Oh no! It's gonna be quite a fair bit to do as it is infectious and it's growing even inwards.. I guess i can;t sing and talk very normally then... Hiax..

Look on the bright side.. No more further extractions.. Yay!!! =)

2007-01-01T17:50:00.000+08:00

2007

2006-12-31T19:42:00.000+08:00

This would to date be one of the longest post that i have ever posted. Well here it goes.

2006. What a year has past so, so quickly come to think of it, it is kinda hard to let go of this year, very difficult.

It's kinda of a weird feeling haha =) I have never felt sad or look back to what happened in the past, however, look forward to the future that is ahead and geting a year older, facing new challenges and possibilities and start afresh with new and worderful experiences, even last year. It was so, so exciting to welcome the new year and face whatever was lain in front of us. That excitement, awaiting, eagerness and rush to the next year, it was so so exhilarating, fun and special.

Well, it seems like a different feeling this year, somewhat of a more nostalgic and sad feeling. This was the special feeling that i went through even when i am typing this entry, or perhaps while i was reading other entries posted by friends of what they felt about 2006.

Well, undoubtedly, i can't deny the fact that i await the year that is planned ahead for me, however i do feel sad and unbearable to leave 2006.

Indeed, 2006 has been a very memorable year for me, perhaps a breakthrough to what lies ahead in me, or a stepping stone for me to grow up and mature. Indeed, seriously and sincerely reflecting every event even summing up all that has happened within the past year, understanding and apply that i went through, the many learning processes, perhaps is a sign for me to know that i'm really growing and i'm maturing. Perhaps this was why i felt so special and also why it's so unbearable to leave this year without all the very fond and magical memories that i share with different groups of special people that revolve around my life.

There were many special moments, wild and funny ones that make you laugh or cry, good times when you crack jokes with friends, creating surprises with friends for other friends or experiencing them with your friends and family, or even having great and rare opportunities to gather with those that you have not seen for a long time. It is also special when you are able to create special moments for other people and being able to touch their lives and experience a new meaning to life.

Nevertheless, it is for sure that there were many turbulence that i went through in my life, many struggling points that i have to face and also sad and painful events and decisions that i had to go through. Although it might be painful, heartbreaking or even depressing to face, life is what it is. It wouldn't be perfect if it didn't have every aspect of it to make it complete.

Life isn't unfair actually. We have to face ups and downs sooner or later. However, every experience is a learning point, a point to learn, reflect and look up to. It is only through these that makes a person.

It is difficult to leave 2006 with so many experiences and memories. However what we can do is to look ahead and be focused and ready with whatever lies ahead of us. This is why we set resolutions before the new year and achieve them.

I hope that in the year ahead, i would be a better person. A person that can treat people well and mindful of my words, actions and gestures and i hope people can tell me off if i hurt or harm them and tell me my mistakes. I hope to be open-minded and be open to everything to whatever people say. Don't let actions and words be a judge to people, but understand their inner self. I hope to be a better person that is good to everyone. I hope to acheive all these and do my utmost best to be conscious of what i do and say to others and not harm, hurt, or send negative thoughts to them. Last but not least i hope to continue learning and not be so over- sensitive and be understanding with issues and friends.

I apologise if i hurt anyone in the past year. I truly regret for what i have done.

Well all the best to everyone in the coming year and do continue to strive in whatever you do!

Happy New Year!

Love,
Chorks =)

2006-12-30T20:01:00.000+08:00

Question: Would you tell your close friend problems with regards to his personality?

Please guide me...

2006-12-30T11:19:00.000+08:00

Fantasie Impromptu

Delirious

Wishful thinking

Grow up

2006-12-29T22:45:00.000+08:00

I finally got to go out... and by going out it means to go out and have fun... Oh Thank Goodness!!!! hahaha =)

See the bright colour that i'm using.. yeah man.. feel so happy!!! It's just that i have been kinda staying at home 90%of the time because of the rain or nothing really to go to or go with or have to stay at home to do work... Sigh! But never mind I WENT OUT!!!!! hahaha =)

Feel so happy.. I'm free =)

2006-12-27T21:58:00.000+08:00

Anyone wants to free this trapped bird out of its cage?

please... ??

I'm bored

tired of doing nothing

irony

Please...

2006-12-24T01:07:00.000+08:00

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,

Let your heart be light.

Next year all our troubles will be out of sight.

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,

Make the yuletide gay

Next year all our troubles will be miles away.

Some day soon we all will be together,

If the Lord allows.

Until then we'll have to muddle through somehow.

So have yourself a merry little Christmas now....

Thanks for the many fond carolling memories we had this season and the support and encouragement from each and every one of you.

It was a magical night not to be forgotten, a special night to remember and cherish.

It was wonderful.

Merry Christmas =)

2006-12-20T20:09:00.000+08:00

Go figure...

2006-12-16T08:12:00.000+08:00

I was swimming this morning, after many months of swimming.Well i realised when you look down, you would think that it's very long to complete and you would always wait for that time to come when you reach the point. However, when you look forward, you'll be determined to swim ahead and the faster it is to reach your goal.

True yea? haha=) it's a good inspiration to life !

2006-12-13T08:03:00.000+08:00

Isn't it the most wonderful thing to be able to touch someone's life? Though we might have fun and joy, ups and downs, at least we were able to give young innocent lives a new meaning to what they are doing. It is simply a gift that you cannot buy. Priceless.

2006-12-10T21:30:00.000+08:00

Dear friend,

I need your help. Please uncover tha mask that I'm wearing. Please disclose my real identity, uncoth the veil that i'm wearing. Show my true colours and identity and not to show my untrue self.

2006-12-08T21:06:00.000+08:00

Dear friend,

I wish that I would be wary of my words and actions. I hope that words that are spoken to others are not harmful or show negative impressions of me. I feel that I'm not aware of what i say and sometimes feel that it will hurt others, especially you. Also, whatever i do are not offensive, especially my words, and weird.

However, I wish that I wasn't over sensitive too, worried of what things would happen and also what you think of me. I know perhaps i'm really fine, just insecure of myself with others.

I really treasure you and really don't wish to set the wrong impression of me to you and perhaps be close to you.

Please help me and guide me along. I do not want to lose you... someone special to me.

Sincerely,
Lost and wandering mind.

2006-12-07T22:24:00.000+08:00

The night was silent as a whisper, there isn't a sound at all. Even the slightest pin-drop that falls onto the ground was clear and distinct. The young little boy sat on the wooden bench, under the big, wide tree in the park. The tall lanky lamp post illuminated at the spot where he sat. He was quiet and still, all alone in the park. Only perhaps the crickets that were seemed oblivious in the night were the only things that had accompanied him in the night, even so much so it did not bothered him as he was deep in thoughts. His mind ran wild with thoughts and events that could occur. What could have been wrong? What have i done to cause this to happen? Why does it occur so? What should i have done? What should i do?

Sometimes it is just a problem or two that keeps you wondering in a perpetual circle, endless and never ending. It seems that every problem arise a new problem and another. Alternatively, you may be trapped in your own enigma, searching real long and hard for the truth, the enlightenment that you wish to achieve that guides you through your years and understand the journey of life, but is not easy to obtain success. The true problem lies within ourselves as we are the ones who are the real problem. By only we deal with ourselves then can we solve the rest of our problems.

Man is his worst enemy, only can he defeat himself within then can he be considered victorious.

2006-12-04T09:13:00.000+08:00

haha... it's kinda very long ago... tagged by LWL...

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.*three of which must be the opposite sex*After that tag at least 5 people to do this.

1.James
2. Merilyn
3. Jenna
4. LWL
5. Alwin
6. Amanda
7. Hui xian
8.Juan
9. Germ
10. Lishan
11. Sidney

1.How did you meet 10?
prefect and classmate

2. What would you do if you never met 2
hahaha =) _______

3.What would you do if 9 and 11 dated?
haha =) erm... well.[. if it relly really is then ok i guess...

4. Do you like 7?
haha=) yeah as a friend=)

5. Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
haha=) i would love to see that!!!! hahaha =)

6. Describe 3.
Haha she's super duper funny and lame at times =P hahahahaha =) but like her personality a lot!

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
Haha ... i'll leave that to *ahem*

8. Tell me something about 9.
Neighbour... good friend =) treats me breakfast!

9. Do you know any of 4's family?
Know her sis.. haha =)

10. Whats 5's favourite things?
haha =) he's basketball crazy!

11. What would you do if 10 confesses he likes you?
haha =)

12. What language does 6 speak?
purely english

13. Who is 9 going out with?
haha =) no idea.. maybe not

14. How old is 8 now?
same

15. When was the last time you talked to 1?
yesterday

16.What is 2's favourite band/singer?
haha =) have to go find out...

17. Would you ever date 7.
haha =) maybe out as a friend?? haha =)

18. Would you ever date 11?
erms...

19.Have you ever seen 8 naked?
haha =) NO!!

haha whoever wants to do do lo...haha =)

2006-12-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

It just takes me a really long time to realise that every thing that you do is just a stepping stone to something better and better. It is a way that leads us to a brighter path. Furthermore, it is either not necessary or not frequently used or approached after we move on.

Take for example, from PSLE as we progress to our secondary school, you'll come to realise that PSLE is actually not useful anymore when you wrok your way up for your 'O' s . Also, your 'O' s would not be very important as you move your way up to pursue a diploma or 'A' level cert, and from then on it maybe is of some importance if you retain it, but by then you would be going for your degree and honours and masters and phD ....

Just as in life whenever we encounter a problem or experience something good, it is just a moment of thought or reflection of what we have done wrongly and what we have done correctly, and no matter what, it would only serve as a learning purpose for us to understand what we can do or should do and later apply it to whatever circumstance that we may face. It is just moving on with leaving what has been done in the past behind.

Understand from what you face now and learn from every aspect you can, and move on to making the future by letting it go...

here! i solved my problem!

=)

2006-11-23T21:10:00.000+08:00

Blog is in recess till I recover ....

Tagboard is still active feel free to tag =)

2006-11-20T08:14:00.000+08:00

After one year.. I finallly reached my 100TH POST!!!

Haha=) i feel it's like kinda an accomplishment since i don;t blog almost everyday or maybe even three weeks, just leaving it stagnant and growing cobwebs....

Haha =) it has really been nice walking down memory lane and like seeing either how emotional or how random i was, or perhaps leaving a quote or two that may make some sense ... yeah

Well didn't realise how back then was so different from now... As you look back on the things that you have done, you realised how different it was and you kinda laugh back or find it puzzling that you had actually encounter such stuff before and now maybe you don't.

However, some things would still remain the same and maybe change for a long time to come.

How exciting this one whole year has been! haha =) This whole experience haha =) me !

2006-11-17T22:09:00.000+08:00

Remember the days...

What wonderful fun, laughter, peace and joy it was...

2006-11-13T07:42:00.000+08:00

I am

Lost in my own realm

Trapped in my own imagination

Lingered to my own paradise

Stagnant

Not a movement or word

Still

Not a change at all

2006-11-11T22:04:00.000+08:00

Recalling the time when i had to choose between science and arts streanm in secondary, I wanted to choose arts ( that is to take geography) since that was what i was the strongest at, however, i was swayed to the idea of science and took triple science... Well, not all is still bad... preety good grades with the exception of bio and physics

As i advanced, the choice was definitely to be rooted into science because my education was planned in such a way it is directed to the sciences. Physics was seemed to be very practical and important to what I'll do in the future.. Well.... kinda wrong after i realised i didn't had the liking and calling for physics... bad choice and a wrong move... wanted to choose lit or geog.

Well reflecting on the past now.. It seemed to me that i made the wrong choice after secondary school, and i kinda felt that i'm an Arts student instead of a science one, with the exception that i can do some sciences.. or maybe one...

Sometimes you kust have too many choices, however you just can't decide what you really want. Th thing is that you'll realise that you would have chosen the wrong thing before you actually eperienced something which is not your calling, and most of the time you'll regret and have to stick to what you are doing now... That's why we have the common phrase, "why didn't i choose that eariler? " Well it's kinda late too if you want to change, like me... never knew that i was the Arts kind, even when my form teacher told me when seeing months ago, saying that some of us do not belpng to the science stream.

But one thing for sure, once you are stuck to what you are doing, you can't back out. What is done would be lost and also it's a waste of effort when you quit. You'll just have to stay on and try your very best to fninsh it, no matter the outcome, at least you tried.

=)

2006-11-10T21:36:00.000+08:00

Light

seen at the end of every dim tunnel

Awakening

the dawn of a new beginning

Memories

Nostalgic images of the past

Relationship

A bittersweet medicine

Time

essence to our life ; perpetual motion and spirit

Money

a mask of every helping

Words

Worse of than our emotions

Truth

the sad but realistic fact

Lie

an invincible mask

Confused

You

to be determined

Boredom

a good start to doing something

Confusion

a good method to start your brain rolling

Despair

the desperate end

Love

a momentarily, eternal happiness

Crush

a very short love

Good, bad and nothing

Friends

People you had seriously considered of to be yours

Family

present in everyone, noticed or not

Trust

what keeps me going on

Loyalty

What drives me going

Betrayal

a reason for our falter

Mistakes

makes Man perfect and complete

Human nature

Problem

the bittersweet enlightenment

Perfectness

Cannot be achieved

Values

Makes A Man

Special

You

Special too

depends

Smile

The best thing for everyone to have.

2006-11-08T10:01:00.000+08:00

Emotions : Let free from one's soul

Freedom of expression

Liberating all that suppresses

Desiring one to let go.

Enotions : One that does harm

Seizing oneself to his own emotions

Stressing the mind and the heart

Breaking down into broken pieces

Emotions: Know when to let go

know what is the right time for it

Able to control it well and secure

Doesn't let it go into your way

Emotions: one of the purest form of man

the very answer to one's present moment

the clue to the problem one is hiding

the hint for one to know what is the right thing to do.

Emotions : good and bad

Show it true, show it right.

Being secure, being well

The key to a human being

2006-11-07T22:22:00.000+08:00

IT'S OVER !

IT'S FINALLY OVER....

ONE WHOLE YEAR OF STRUGGLE AND RUSH AND MADNESS IS OVER!

HOPE FOR THE BEST...

=)

2006-11-05T21:42:00.000+08:00

Disconnected from the world....

recovering...

trying to....

2006-10-31T20:44:00.000+08:00

Saw LWL's blog.. really relived many memories that i had in QTSS... especially when you forged and shared many ties together during school... be it in CCAs that i was in or random people i meet in school.. haha =)

But most importantly, i missed my class a lot ... haha all the good times that we had from talking in class to going out almost every other day witrh either same or different people ... haha =) REALLY FUN !!

However we must look forward and not relive on nostalgia.. at least not too much because we should always look forward to what is ahead for us... !

I miss the Good old' days!

2006-10-28T19:11:00.000+08:00

Silent, not a sound

Ideas that once flow through my head here stopped

Self-expression here has come to a standstill

Will think of something soon...

2006-10-19T21:42:00.000+08:00

Very literary these few days.. feel in a hang of doing LIt! haha=) yeah... haha =) Lit spirit!

2006-10-17T15:28:00.000+08:00

" TO BE OR NOT TO BE. THAT IS THE QUESTION. "

Adapted from Shakespeare's Hamlet.

2006-10-16T20:09:00.000+08:00

" FOUR LEGS GOOD, TWO LEGS BAD."

Adaapted from George Orwell's Animal Farm

2006-10-16T19:40:00.000+08:00

"A message to who"

To him:
I really have no idea what is going on. Everything seems as if it was going to be torn apart. Divided and really divided opinions are obvious and not oblivious. It seems as if one is trapped in a plethora of many paradox, perhaps in a pandora's box. pounded by many, many lots of irony, rhethorical questions, or maybe questionable statements.

What is right, what is wrong? What is true, what is false? What is done, What should be done, what should not be done, what is not done? What is going to happen, What's not? What? Why? How? Should I?

So many different ideas, so many queries. So many questions. Should i go with it? What am i suppose to do? React? Hesitate? What?

Ponders after ponders, question after question. The '' what'' is always coming back.. It is simply tormenting but what to choose. This question has always been asked and pondered and what is it to be done and deal with. How do I cope and know what to choose?

I hope you can give me a right answer and a right path and route of thought to the way to get on and go with.

Back to him:
Searching for an answer is never answerable. To look for a answer to an answer is never easy. See if asking a question over a question is possible for a solution to be obtained. An answer still searching for... a reply?

2006-10-14T23:53:00.000+08:00

Today was really a learning experience for me...

Today at Open House.. i didn't know tour guiding was so tough.. it was so like don't know how to talk to them la... OMGsh.. Haix.. learning point to be reflected..

However there were good things today too...!!!!!

After like Open house.. wanted to go play bridge but have no where in mind... Then in the end we went toshi's house to play and hang out.. It was very very cosy... comfortable and homely... really enjoyed it.. and his family is so cool.. =) The house makes the person .. =) Played bridge.. became addictive.. haha =) played like don't know how many matches hahaha =) then we had a night of misic and fun... really enjoyed it ..=) we should have such gatherings more often =)

Later took cab home with germ... saw a very interesting cab driver uncle.. actually he's very knowledgable.. and it's like he know's a lot of stuff like from the papers and the radion and etc.. but he acclaims that he's not very knowledgable.. ok la.. wanna debated with him that he's actually good! but he's rejects the thought of it.. But in the end that really touches me was what he said... No matter like what he does.. though he's a cab driver.. earning much or little from our trip.. it was little lah.. but if you brighten up each time he sends you.. makes him happy.. it is as though you are like doing charity... and it's like if you do twice.. yeah then it's better then like "don't need to do tomorrow" but yeah lah i only agreed the most of the first part... and i think he has a very good outlook of Life.. I mean i really remembered what he said... Life isn't really what you really want it materially... but like what you want it that is intangible.. I really was touched ny the uncle.... for such a small action that has made him happy today.. so as for his other customers.. and i really admire that uncle for such a positive outlook ...

Looking forward to tomorrow.. =)

Brighten a person's life today! =)

2006-10-13T23:46:00.000+08:00

ok.. open house preparation starts today....it's kinda fun.. yet tiring.. but who cares of tiredness when u have fun?? haha=)

went Vivo City.. do you know it was so damn huge...and the stores were.. OMGsh.. haha =)

met lwl amanda and alwin just now for dinner.. catch up a lot and had fun.. haha =) we were still our old selfs .. haha =)

2006-10-13T23:32:00.000+08:00

OK I ADMIT!!! I UBER LIKE MY CLASS!! You rock!!!

Ok.. though like we didn't really win any top for anything... But i know like everyone in my class, playing or not playing... really give all they have... and really it's really for giving , having a goal in mind and working together ... yes encouragement... that big BIG word...i sertainly agree being like captain's Ball and frisbee in the quarter finals, bridge and basketball to semifinals... street bendy and water bombs ... never played because of screwd timinngs we got... soccer... didn't make it and twister.. never knew outcome... It's not bad!! we got into a lot of like top 8's and 4's ... And accord to my friend .. we're 10th .. haha=) talkin about top 10!! hahaha=) ok it's very fun ... and we did well!!!

2006-10-11T21:30:00.000+08:00

I think today is one of the best days ,out of the many GOOD days in AC ,in school!! SeriouslY AC is seriously very veyr fun and i really urge all juniors to come !!!

Today was baccalaureate service and it was really cool.. i mean u could really see how muche the seniors have done for us.. how much they have done for everyone... and how much they have come together as a badge.. as the class of 2006... They are really cool people and i respect them... and seriously today's service is a very meaningful one...

Later on was AC GAMES!! HAHA it was really fun cheering our lungs out.. playing our hearts out.. being soo enthusiastic and yeah... CLASS BONDING.. well most of us only... It's seriously the stepping stone to a series of bonding! Though we got in to quarter finals for frisbee and captain's ball.. But we played well, played great and HAVE FUN!!! Thanks so much SA2!! =)) Cheering was great .. seeing you guys play and cheering was heartwarming... go all out tml for the rest of the games!!!

haha =) i really enjoyed today!

AC rocks!!

2006-10-09T07:43:00.000+08:00

Went down to esplanade yesterdady to watch The Vienna Boys' Choir ... lUckily i managed to get tickets yesterday morning ... But at a much higher ptice of course because the rest of the cheaper tickets were like sold out fast.....

Oh mann the boys were very cute and haha adorable.. but definitely i agree with james that they have a good deal of discipline and really, they are good...! Oh mann the songs were nice especially their opening... later on it was some classics from the different composers in the 19th century.... They were good..( i can't stop emphasisng the fact that they are really good! ) I especially like the opera that they had ... it was in collaboration with W.A, Mozart's 250 anniversary... It was very very interesting and i really really enjoyed it a lot!

Well it was certainly a very good concert... i really really enjoyed ( still stressing the fact..) well there were also other small performances like chinese orchestra ensemble and dances that were also held yesterday... they were good too though and also the art displays... Oh mann esplanade is really a very good place to go ... not only nice art, but good food too! haha =) i think now.. i'm actually a more artistically inclined person than a regimente science person haha =) Oh mann ow i wish i took two sciences and two arts or like i wanna do art work art breathe art ... DIFFERENT KINDS OF ART! haha =) ( random babbles)

haha (stress again) I would never forget those small cute boys wih big powerful sounds! - haha ( WL said i sounded like *ahem* haha=) ) *gasp!!!*

haha =) bye!

2006-10-07T21:35:00.000+08:00

yes !! i'm so happy now since promos are over i can slack.... yes But there's still chinese A''s in a month's time.. this means back to the sec 4 days of mugging for a long period of time for chinese..

Promos are kinda screwd... GP is gone... Chinese is somehow gone... Physics is GONE FOR SURE... math was still ok... Econs is gone and now chem is gone!!! i dunno wad to do... haix... now thinking of which H2s should i rely on now?
chem or econs... damn worried

well there are a lot of things that happened in the last few weeks or so besides just mugging.. didn't really feel like blogging since exams were coming and didn't really have the mood to blog..

OMG I am still so irritated by the stupid girl that rocked her leg in a rythmic motion and it distracted.. BYE BYE ECONS PAPER 1 ....
i think i will just pass but it's just gonna be a pass like E?? i knew the maximum i can get for econs together is like...20/45 or something nv really gonna calculate.. nad for chem i didn't studyt REVISION LECTURE NOTES! OH MANN!!! lost like 20 out of 70 marks already maximum marks are like 35/70 counting i lose another 15 marks wrtiting crap and thinking of MCQ which i was just guessing...MODERATION PLEASE.!!! ..... oMG really have to study harder for the next time JUST PRAY HARD I DON'T RETAIN and promote..worst come to worst advance..OK DUN THINK ABT IT!!!

OH mann.... damn nervous now... but i think i can clear.. argh...

2006-10-06T21:11:00.000+08:00

YES!!!!!!!!!!

Hooray to the end of Promos!!!
Hooray to the end of a series of painful mugging!!!
Horray to the start of some freedom!!
Hooray to going out and playing games!!!
Hooray to having my fun back!!!

but most of all.. HOORAY TO BLOGGING AGAIN!!!!!

2006-09-22T21:22:00.000+08:00

Exam stress: everyone is stressed out over the coming exams .. Only one more week
...

2006-09-11T17:22:00.000+08:00

I'm sick... =( stuck at home at least after 4hours of school..

2006-09-07T23:55:00.000+08:00

Haven't really started solid studying... Must really get down to work.. no more play till after promos!

2006-09-04T22:48:00.000+08:00

I feel that i'm paranoid, the things that i do are always considered to me like kinda bad to the others and when i don't say hi to people or don't talk to them, it's like something against me or something.

I know my fren told be i was being overly sensetive, i hope i can like acept that
the truth is that i cannot come to it. Oh mann...

I feel dillusioned and blank...

2006-08-27T16:22:00.000+08:00

Where am i when you need me?
Where am i when we were to be togehter?
Where am i when we were supposed to have so much fun?
Where am i when i held stuff for everyone?
Where am i supposed to be?
Where am i going to show up in front of you?
Where am i when you hoped that i was there?
Where am i to give you my trust?
Where am i to bring us togehter?
Where am i in the heart of this livelihood?
Where am i to you?
Where am i going to be?

Time really changes...
no one realy liked it to see one change for the worst

So where was i?
Where am i going to be?
Am i going to show up to all of you...
or am I going to hide and never show it to you...
Where am i to be?
How can i still stand where am I today?
Why ?
How am i supposed to do?
What can i do?
Why do i feel confused...?
Why am i running away?
Why am i not showing up to you..?
What is inside me..?
What's with that insecurity?
What has happened to me?
What have i become?
How am i still supposed to face up to you,
when all i do is it run away and not be there...
What shall i do? - - -
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-the remaining hours till i have decided my path, till the end of my term...

for my class '06

2006-08-19T00:17:00.000+08:00

It was special and magical =) Happy seeing all my pals back tonite =)

2006-08-17T21:04:00.000+08:00

A few more days to the very big day!!!!!! haha yay! =)

2006-08-08T22:27:00.001+08:00

Went back to secondary school today to collect prize... haha... free stuff.... =)

Well after that went to eat lunch with wanlin eunice gwong alwin james and waip at seoul garden restaurant... haha it was so filling =)

Later wnet to catch a movie.... was kinda reluctant cos of the prize and the movie.. but it was ok after all.. only the last part of it and the very censored part haha =)

2006-08-01T22:10:00.000+08:00

Irish Blessings
May the road rise to meet you
May the wind be ever at your back
May the sun shine warm upon your face
And the rainfall soften upon your fields
And until we meet again
May God hold you
Ever in the palm of His hands.

Thank you for this wonderful and magical experience
You have certainly achieved it at the end of the day.
We are grateful to all of you!

2006-07-22T20:39:00.000+08:00

The torch has been passed on to the next successors.. Congrats to those who have been appointed... I'm sure that each individual has his or her own special talent and would create something worth remembering...

To the seniors: you've been great and special .... none of this can ever happen within the first 7 month if it weren't for your help in every way you can make it to be... Your have created much wonders and splendour to our first leg...

As now a chapter closes (temporaily), a new story begins as their successors continue this journey and heritage on and on... Hope that they alongside with the rest of our support we cal all do what they have one for us =)

To those who did not make it : You are just courageous and braveas well and continue to serve

=)

2006-07-21T23:22:00.000+08:00

The big day is becoming more and more imminent... however in any case He has made what is best for us and we should live it entirely to His hands....

It is coming soon.....

2006-07-20T00:01:00.000+08:00

SYF CHORAL FESTIVAL X 2006 -What a night to remember... though there were screw ups.. i knew i did my best! That is for sure. it was great to make a lot of friends... How i wish i was there the next time......

2006-07-17T22:05:00.000+08:00

School work piling up... need to clear them as fast as i can to catch up...
Choral Fest is coming up... rehearsals almost everyday...
Stuff getting harder.. have to try to understand...

Gain strength and willpower to conquer all!

2006-07-12T22:01:00.000+08:00

Touched down this morning... Still havin some jet lag but it's not so bad now at least now as i go to sleep i feel sleepy... =) Well going to the UK was really fun and enjoyable.. not only that it was also enriching and has also taught me a lot of lessons...

I really liked it though ... most of it... yes! haha =)

Well going back to school tml... really gonna dread.. but what the heck =)

2006-06-27T18:44:00.000+08:00

There is that one thing... one thing that i cannot face up to.... I can't face my friends back in JJ, only some but not the rest...

It seems to be like so different... after coming to AC... well i have never come to such a good school before so count my lucky stars ... Well it's really fun to a certain extent when you have friends around you... and they come mostly from one kind of school - autonomous and independent ( Yeah two kinds but it's "one" kind)

I really can't face them in JJ coz it's simply terrible p-sing them the last time we wanted to meet because i have to go to school earlier that day...

Well one of my friends from JJ now AC said was correct... they wouldn;t to like know each other better or still keep in contact for not the chalet they had during June...

But the fact that i still can't face up to them after the ps-ing... She asked if i still kept in contact with my og mates.. i said hardly or even no...

Really, guilt has oppressed me into coming into such a stage of mind and it was all caused by me...

Please give me confidence to face up to them again... Please give me courage to make that first step to contact them...

2006-06-19T22:09:00.000+08:00

You Are Strawberry Ice Cream

A bit shy and sensitive, you are sweet to the core.You often find yourself on the outside looking in.Insightful and pensive, you really understand how the world works.
You are most compatible with chocolate chip ice cream.

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You Are Big Bird

Talented, smart, and friendly... you're also one of the sanest people around.
You are usually feeling: Happy. From riding a unicycle to writing poetry, you have plenty of hobbies to keep you busy.
You are famous for: Being a friend to everyone. Even the grumpiest person gets along with you.
How you life your life: Joyfully. "Super. Duper. Flooper."

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You Are Big Bird

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2006-06-19T21:44:00.000+08:00

You Passed 8th Grade Math

Congratulations, you got 9/10 correct!

Could You Pass 8th Grade Math?

This is quite interesting i thought as i saw juan's blog ... well did the science one but er.. to paiseh to put inside coz i failed it.. haha =) .... OMG.... so did the math one .. haha luckily i passed it! Yay!!! =)

You Should Get a MFA (Masters of Fine Arts)

You're a blooming artistic talent, even if you aren't quite convinced.You'd make an incredible artist, photographer, or film maker.

What Advanced Degree Should You Get?

Hey fine arts... haha =) kinda cool!

2006-06-17T22:52:00.000+08:00

Kinda cheated on this post .. haha =)

Well for some reason I was feeling quite down after CCA today.. stoning while i was walking home... well really reflected and i really have to be careful with my choice of words... Either i''m thinking too much and am really paranoid, but it's just that i feel i have been offending people like indirectly or maybe directly and i'm not aware.. i just have that feeling... Well i really feel very bad and kinda lost in some way or another... I really hope that you can really tell me so that I will know and i will be very apologetic

But anyways, it was really nice my friends intro them to my parents yesterday.. thanks so much! =) felt paiseh that it wasn't I intro-ing them to them.. Well i was really really grateful =)

2006-06-13T22:58:00.000+08:00

Reflection

it's not random =)

2006-06-09T10:57:00.000+08:00

Just look at my autograph book yesterday... It was really nice looking at the stuff my classmates and friends wrote on my autograph book.. some of them really cool...

I really cannot remember what happened to me in sec three.. Well it wasn't really good year i guess for me... I don't know ... wasn't in very good talking terms with some ppl in class and also of some other stuff...

Well luckily i was able to get it on is sec 4 when everyone came and mug together and was on each other's back... I even still remember the times we were all together... aww.. the memories... Well that has somehow closed one chapter of what i have... but it continues on as good and best frens...

Well approach this entry as it was really great.. though it was" Hoping it made sense." haha=) but it was nice...

"To where you stood,
you made it all good
under your feeteuphoria awaits
each step on the serpentine road
To this day we tread different paths
the long , exhausting journey ahead of us
the path snakes through somehow
will they meet?" - James

"It's not about me... It's about how i find you as a friend!
It's not about my favourites, It's about telling me what's yours!
It's not about hate, It's about how you turn them around into love!
It's not about judgement, It's about how you/I truly feel
So i guess it's all about telling you how you left your paw print in my life,
rather, how i left mine in yours too." - Zhen Ai

Haha.. i just realised something... Though the things we write are always cliche.. but don't you think they are very true and really meaningful... It really is.. that's why it turns cliche.. But no matter how cliche it is... it is stilll that very meaningful and none the less good =)

Well Class of 2005 will always remain in me - The class that did the school VERY VERY PROUD with record breaking results =) ... especially Class 4A of 2005...

''友谊万岁！" - lwl =)

2006-06-05T22:02:00.000+08:00

What can i say..?? Hmm....

I'm going to break down soon!!!!!!!

I don't know .. really... so many stuff.... so many stuff to do... too little time.. can't concentrate!!!

What Sarah said was right, i should relax... but i wanna tell her how when we had so little time to do stuff now.

I feel lost again...

2006-05-30T21:48:00.000+08:00

AN EVENING WITH FRIENDS

What can i say... I was totally speechless after the whole thing... It was really magical and it's something that so really touched me.. I just can't express the greatness and greatfulness and .... the list goes on...

Thanks guys for making it magical

The last chord made me feel so magical and...

just don't know how to say..

MAGICAL MAGICAL MAGICAL =)

2006-05-27T20:58:00.000+08:00

Most people in ACJC seened to be leaving:

An important person in school is leaving.

Adrian from my class is leaving

Li Feng and Guo Liang are leaving for their studies.

Well, so many people to miss especally when they have created an impact to your life.

Sure gonna miss them ...

2006-05-23T20:54:00.000+08:00

Imminence seemed so prevaling... Things are coming close...

Don't think that one month or even two months seem sooo long... in reality : IT'S NOT!!!

ONE MONTH IS AS EQUIVALENT TO 30 DAYS WHICH DOEN'T MEAN A LOT....

yes.. one month isn't a lot of time... it would move on very quickly...

Holidays are coming........................................................ 3 days

An evening with friends..................................................... 6 days

festival ........................................................................... 10 days

encore ........................................................................... 11 days

gatherings ...................................................................... few days more

holiday homework............................................................ BANNISH

end of holidays................................................................ 1 month

time to study ................................................................. technically less than a month

term exams ................................................................... 1 month

Life changing event............................................................ 1 month and a few days

Am i prepared for these : A FEW

events and concerts : YES

studies : NO

bonding with present classmates: YEAH...

bonding with old secondary classmates and schoolmates : SO EXCITING... HURRY!!!

** Haha.. well to correct some things... some things you yearned forward for ... though it's just eight hours or that few minutes .................

IT'S TOO LONNNGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGGG........ ..........

Haha time and human nature is rather complicated ... ** Go FiGuRe =) **

2006-05-22T22:34:00.000+08:00

ONE PLUS ONE IS ONE...
NO MATTER HOW MANY ONES ADD TOGETHER , IT WILL ALWAYS GIVE ONE
go figure =) **

2006-05-21T21:12:00.000+08:00

Well felt very terrible and wasn't really concentrating yesterday... Several things cropped my mind yesterday... didn't know how to cope yesterday... Well it was right i'm just putting myself too hard... haix... and it's just that i have never faced reality,, the real reality... well i really have to face the actual fact and not be too high of an expectation... have to work really hard right now and will accept whatever i get.... i have worked hard for it and that is what i can get... it is some lessons which we hav to learnt ... as what is said every morning during devotions. yeah ... don't give up yet!!!!!!!

2006-05-16T21:35:00.000+08:00

100 % is never 100%

Go figure =) **

2006-05-15T22:27:00.000+08:00

Have you ever got mad or irritated with your friend just because he's late, he did not keep his promise, he didn't fufil a task or had drag it...??? I guess you'll be really pissed and annoyed by it... He or She might be unreliable..

They might partially be wrong sometimes.. But sometimes do we give a chance for them to explain

The following might sound like excuses but have you considered any of them:
I fell sick or feeling pain --- I might be really sick like a fever or a bad flu or chest and muscle pain and i'm not able to complete in time as i had to rest at home...It was never easy to work in such a condition... youi have to live through it then you know.. i have...

I have to go to a concert cannot attend to you --- I bought it beforehand before everything was made, i cannot possibly give away my 100 dollars tickets.. i need to rest after aaving to go thru so much can't i take this break? It would then be better

I have to go visit my relatives--- Family always come fiirst, it migt be someone's special day.. Family is what u need close to your hearts

there are lots more...
They migt be excuses but try considering them, don't always jump into colclusions that it's an excuse and think they do not want to do it.. Often ppl wish how much they can do.. But have other things that are often prepared beforehand and are important.. Yes stuff made beforehand can wait and postpone but it's a promise done before everything is decided just try to make time for it to complement...

2006-05-15T22:19:00.000+08:00

TEAM - It is never alone .

I justr realised during the last weekend we spent... I didn't contribute much... And i know i cannot use whatever CCAs and post-ordrered concerts as excuses.. Well at least to get something done and something on i rushed thru my group's gpp in ordre to have something presentable.. but what's the point sometimes?? When u rushed through.. Chances are your work is just scrap and 30% is good.. It's just so equivalent to having nothing done at all...

I know i haven't been contributing much but just empty ideas that needs to be elaborated well to favour my group... I dunno... I felt that not contributing much... I think it's really too much if i called them out and do project coz they did on the other parts... Well i dunno... I feel that i cannot hold on to my position as a leader and do not even have the right.. Just feel like passing it on........ Project work is never good! feel damn regreted...

2006-05-12T10:30:00.000+08:00

Went out yeasterday to Marina Square with some of my old pals from 4A '05 ... Well we ate at Swnesens .. and had a long chat while eating.. walking about and waiting to be served. Well certainly most of us have changed, not only in the uniforms we wear now.. but alos the stuff we do in school but we are still very close indeed... haha... =) well i hope that we could still meet during the june holidays.. and also the qtss diner that will be coming up..

2006-05-07T22:16:00.000+08:00

Just saw my best friend's blog just now... Really very sad i somehow didn't kept in touch with her... haiz.. ScHOOL has been really demanding... I HAVE ONLY ONE FREE DAY!!! OR SOMETIMES EVEN NONE... WHY?

I have to keep in contact with her... I'm really glad to have a friend like her so thoughtful and understanding... Well she's going thru' exams now and i really hope she will do it well and give it all...

Thank you ***_____** haha =) (You know who you are =) )

2006-05-02T22:32:00.000+08:00

Campaign started today,

PI hand in tomorrow

The week is kinda screwd

Test this friday

Feeling the stress level

Many things coming up this month

Hope less will come towards the end of this year...

2006-05-01T22:26:00.000+08:00

My previous two or even three posts might have sound terrible... rite?

There has been something going thru my mind.. I lost him\... dunno how dunno why... haiz just wonder...

2006-04-28T20:53:00.000+08:00

There's something going on...

I don't feel bery comfortable when i'm beside you

Why??

It seems that i have doing a lot of things wrongly

you think i'm becoming bad

Ihope it's misunderstandings that you see

and i thinki it is

i dread the day as i have to see you

don't know why

hope you could just leave

that will be rude

I duoon wad to do...

It makes me come in lots of pain and torture just to see you

It's not that bad

it's just guilty to see you when i have done nothing wrong

Or is that sense of trust that i and you have lost between each of us...

but i don't know

i'm keeping a distance from you...

no longer going with you...

i really don't know what's going on

just bearing a few more months

ior should i just leave?

i really have no idea

i hope that there is an option for me

and i don't want to choose to go

but you seemed to tell me to

so should i ...

?

?

?

really don't know

?

Hope for an answer...

2006-04-26T23:44:00.000+08:00

I have a feeling..

It might be strange

you don't like me,

and you too, you don't like me

i dun mind if u dun like me

becoz i know right inside me

i neglected u and u

i hanged with others,
i left u alone in the dark

i had no choice

one moment i have to go to this group

and then the next the other

i don't know which to join

everyone i go there's such feeling

and everywhere i go it'll be the same

it'll be good if i could find a solution

how i wish there was

the only way is not to have u and u and the others

but won't then i be lonely..

i guess i rather have myself lonely than u in the dark and alone...

well i dun wish u to accept my apology...

but just know that i have reflected

and that's all i could ask for

and i'm sorry for keeping you in the dark cold corner...

2006-04-25T22:04:00.000+08:00

Enclosed by the " Four Walls" rule
Have you ever had a situation, like when we share secrets , it is enclosed by the four walls, whatever secrets was shared would not leave the room....

Well we should use the same kind of rule and apply it to other aspects of our everyday life. Do you remember when we do project assignments? When we fall on weach other and had disagreements, when we had to handle an activity and also had some disagreements? Well, imagine, if we were to keep and harbour these disagreements and arguements in a room, it would be filled and it'll accumulate over a long period of time. These arguements and disagreements are just like gases- Gases are compresible and no matter how much you pump in, it'll just accumulate, it has no limits, and when u heat it, it becomes agitated. When u continue to harbour these disagreements, it would not come to a halt, however, it accumulates, and the more fiery it gets, the worse it becomes. Thus what should be left inside whould not be brought out and also should be dissolved into thin air, and also what's inside is inside, dun bring forth to the next time, what's outside enjoy it.

What's inside is enclosed to four walls and not brought out, it should be dissolved and never harboured. what's outside should be outside and not be affected by the inside.

2006-04-22T19:05:00.000+08:00

Stoning : I think it's rather wonderful... and it's kinda bad

Think of the last time you stoned or were in a daze... for me everyday is stoning day... Stone during class, lecture, with my friends in the MRT station, at home, watching competitions or even in very, very, very noisy areas, or places where you just simply cannot stone coz u have to focus on... I stone... Can you imagine?

Well stoning is all not bad, dependng on where u stone... If it is in areas where you need not concentrate on or you have nothing to do, stoning keeps you off worrying several stuff, it's good though

Hakuna Matata, it beats no worries for the rest if your day............

Yeah stoning is fun, but when u start to come back to reality... HAH!! that's when u start worrying again... haha =)

Well... coming from a regular "dazer" or daydreamer ... stoning is good.. and bad when u are in reality... =)

2006-04-14T12:54:00.000+08:00

My mind is in a blank...

it seems i still couldn't live mith reality...

It seems to me that i didn't know what to do...

It seems that life still goes on an what it is/was...

But it seems as if it was still a lie

You have not realise the reality in front

You are still living in a trance

You are cheating your own feelings

And now You didn't know what to do...

At least in some cases you have seen the truth

You are glad that everything went this way

But there are somethings in which you you still can forget

And these are the things you never will

How i wish we could turn back time...

How i wish we could all come forward on this day

How i wish we could see each other again

How i wish we re-live the moments we had together in the past

What we did, play and have fun

Where we go and when we did it...

How we help each other out and battle to the end...

Wouldn't it be wonderful if we were all put together again...

But that never work out

We were meant to come and go

We can never be together always

That why there's Fate and Destiny in this world..

It's a cruel and unfair one...

This could then make it fair to all..

Nothing is ever perfect except the One and Mighty One...

I really hope i would see you again

and i hope we could be together once again

and i hope we would remember these moments we had together again...

Let's all meet again

And give our support to the fullest always!

2006-04-10T22:24:00.000+08:00

Reflections
Reflections - Aren't they they really good things to do when you have either nothing to do or just have something to think about...?

As i look into the mirror.. I reflect and wonder "Is it really time to lose weight?" And yes it really was or is the time to do so...

As i saw the various blogs my frens have... I do also have reflections...

To 4A and the class of 2005 "Wasn't it really great we have set a greater milestone than what our seniors from the class of 2004 did... Wenen't our results really good.... thinking about the times when we mug like mad people ordering macdonalds every single day when we studied in school in the morning for a afternoon paper... haha =) How funny it was.. But at least we had made very great achievements... Not only that the times we had together going out to either Orchard, Plaza Singapura, Crystal Jade, Holland V or even Alexandra Village( Treating your to fried Oysters) haha =) or Redhill market or even dawson place .. Those were the great old days... And the much fun and laughter and doodles and idling and great ambitions we all had together, not forgetting the time swe chatted during lessons and CCA.. THose were the days " Really missed them and i really reflect when would we ever do all those stuff again...?

Looking at some of my OG pals or JJ contacts... I do reflect too... At least the last time i went back i saw some familiar faces and we had kinda good time... I really thought while we had OG dinner.. Are we really close anymore??? i dunno .. at least one thing in common we dun _ _ _ _ that _ _ _ _ _ _ haha = ) not good to disclose but figure the blanks....

Still remembered after getting our o's result, we had to make a great decision at least for me it was a tough one... JJ or somewhere else.. Slowly one by one it starts to be eliminated off my list until JJ or AC? And i thought if i put AC will i regret .. well i still remembered it was after some consultation that i decided with AC which cost $17 haha =) but i first thought i would regret .. i had silly thoughts of missing GP content modules, friends and teachers especially, missing canteen food and the CAFE missing alost everything there... But thinking of it... my OG mates have their own paths now... and they hgave their own set of classmates ogl friends and plas from every part of JJ. Am i still to regret all that especially not seeing IT anymore haha =) I do still keep in contact with some - that's like classmates... But OG?? Do i really now miss them.. some perhaps but all? I guess everyone of us ended at that moment of F4 chalet, no rite before end of school or even the preparation og OGL.. I remembered then i was selected but quit coz i was going to AC

SO the thing i reflect about.." Dio i really miss JJ now? " Yes perhaps , but there's also no... Maybe miss some ppl...??

Well at least i'm adapting to the life in AC and i have a wonderful class WE ARE THE 1 SA- TWO haha =) At least CCA i'm adapting to it and Class is really wonderful.. but still we have to see for the next 2 years.. 4A still rocks!!!!!!!! but 1SA2 also rock =) haha =)

It 's so good to have reflections ...See what i have reflected and thought about.. Well it reflecting the past ... at least it is certainly to bring back good ole' memories =)

2006-04-08T20:10:00.000+08:00

TO ALL FRIENDS :
ACJC CHOIR CONCERT 2006
"AN EVENING WITH FRIENDS"
29 MAY 2006, MONDAY
NIGHT
TICKETS @ $17, $22 AND $27

AN EVENT NOT TO BE MISSED WITH YOUR FRIENDS!

COME PLACE ORDERS FOR TICKETS FROM ME

HURRY, DON'T MISS THIS OPPORTUNITY!!!

2006-04-08T19:48:00.000+08:00

Life

Life is joyous when you have friends around to cheer you up

Life is fun if you find something which makes you happy.

Life is miserable if you are forced to do the things you don't want to do.

Life is sad knowing a bad news

Life is painful having to endure suffering

Life is frustrating if no one understands you

Life is wasted if it is not used constructive

Life would be meangless without you.

Life is the way you planned it to be

and Life is what affects you to do such a way

Life is all about you and your surroundings

2006-04-02T19:53:00.000+08:00

The thirty one dollars and fifty cents haircut... not bad.... but rather expensive... will consider the next round...

2006-03-31T22:38:00.000+08:00

SA2
Class hasn't been bad, but very good after all... SA2 really rox... when there are like so many good and funny ... Really reminds me of how 4A was... so many cool ppl..

2006-03-29T21:02:00.000+08:00

Foreign... but I've accomplished it !
Heys...well.. can't really thnk of the other tiitles to write about...

Choir practice was still rather cool today... however i guess the seniors expected more from us...Well, it's expected if we want to give our best on tour and also do well during our upcoming performances...

One thing about all of today was... Everything was FOREIGN... Well you can say it was the first time i saw the scores and like mimic whatever my seniors were singing.. have to do a lot of catching up...

Well never know that it was rather demanding at one moment u can go "三个姐妹儿 ..." a chinese folk song to "dong" the first note and next "so-le-ram" an indonesian song... and after that "dong" u go " ni-no-yo-hi ...." a japanese village song.. well you must be able to switch quickly and i didn't knoe they had a sequence or they know the first note then sing... Well have to keep up.. I'm sure i will :D

Well they are going to do Autumm Festival or something like that i think i better get working on it...

Oh yeah and the choir will be like going to London-Wales soon for teh festival...My first tour.. better let thi e a memorable one =)

Oh well have to work hard!

2006-03-28T18:54:00.000+08:00

Oh no's!
Well, thought of doing something different about my blog entry on Monday..Monday, one of the days which i don't really like ...Together with the other three days of the weeK, Thursday, Wednesday and Friday.

Well had GP today and it all started off by some enlightening facts by Li Feng on the World today... Well .. garhx.. dunno wad it was all about... then we had to do Compre... Oh mann... so scary.. i took the paper ... passage was ok.. when the questions come.. OH shit!!! What are they asking??/ What is this word??? Oh no!!! I guess an A2 in English doesn't really mean that you are very good in english.. Oh mann.. so damned

Chem was still ok.. when all of a sudden you have adding H+ ions on the other side of the eqn nd H2Oon the other side.. mann....

What was that physics teacher talking about... catch no ball in what he said about forces .. Oh mann.... furthermore he's my Project Work Supervising tutor....

Econs was still ok when the rest finished their 4 questions and i didn't struggling to find other factors in the analysis.. oh mann.. well they wrote short form.. i was writing grandmother essay... damn!

Ok.. I think it's a Oh no! day for me.. Oh well, live it

2006-03-28T18:39:00.000+08:00

Monday

Monday is the day where we started the new week of school

Monday is the day morning assembly was longer than the rest

Monday was the day i have lessons till the end

Monday is the day i get to have most lessons with my friends

Monday is the day where i hang out with my friends

Monday is the day where i had sectionals

Monday is the day i ended late

Monday is the day my MC for PE started (YEAH!!!!!)

Monday is the day i hope to go back QTSS to see the choir

Monday is the day where i hope to help QTSS choir

Monday is just another day...

2006-03-25T20:08:00.000+08:00

School's back
Again, very long never blog le... Well, school's back and now in ACJC...Well, not that bad... got my own personal timetable, and also i have bonded with my class really well.. yeay!!! haha:D well got the position as class rep... oh well, at least i willl have a beautiful testimonial... haha...

Well lessons, weren't really that boring.. liked all my teachers maybe not physics coz it's boring... Mann.. Loved all the reps in my class! Especiall "My" Maths rep... haha:D joking =) school's really not that bad.. when u have a class that is really good and u have bonded so well with them, and also yeah have so many good frens:D Well it's really good.. haha:D

Haix.. well have to do work.. haiz .. see ya

2006-03-11T20:49:00.000+08:00

ACJC Week
Haven't really blogged for a very long time.. O h well, it was the last week of Term One... Yesh!!!! It means the coming of the holidays,...

Well the last week of the term is actually the week where we have to be posted to our new colleges and for me it was ACJC..Well not going back to JJC ... Really going to miss it...

First day admin day was the longest day ... Well morning assembly was totally different and longer than usual... after that it was a series of many lectures about the education, discipline, PCCG and a whole lot more... all a series of boring orientation lectures... After that, it was the beginning of orientation for the second-intakers... well it started off with the storyline of how the groups were formed..Cansir, Celahir, Glorfindel and Kyofu... Well it was orientation so we learnt the mass dance and also played a little games.. kinda boring...

Well second day was alos orientation but with the first intakers too.. it was really terrily boring as the games aren't fun and you didn't really do anything, except just learn finish the mass dance.. and then i left early before the finale.

Well then for the rest of the week, it was lectures, lectures and more lectures.. well being the top 5 JCs in Singapore.. they really wanna teachj finish the syllabus as soon as possible i guess... Oh well, stressing us out before it officially begins cramping soo much knowledge in us... Oh well...

2006-03-11T00:38:00.000+08:00

JJ Nite
i know i haven't been posted for a long time and the date.. yeah... Oh well , first i wanted to say to everyone : I CRIED DURING JJ NITE!!!!

Well, ok it was realy touching t'was the end of the whole nite, and it was all befcause of Mr Leow.... Oh gosh... not again!!! Revelation was like that and now JJ nite is again like that...

Well, it was the first JJ nite i had ever attended, accounting that i injured my knee during the second day of orientation of O1 and had to go back, so can't play the web of "___" and the rest of the other games.. OH Garhs!!! But at least i went at least to JJ nite and i dun mind if it's with the 2nd intake ppl, coz u still see the 1st intake ppl :D

Well the first part is interesting with all the skits, and dances and songs not including the principal's speech, and the most fun part was MASS DANCE!!!!!

Until the second part where we sann those nice songs were really nice, and after that we were asked to sit with our OG, hard to find as they were al scattered, but at least after that we found them... and when we went searching for our OG...I was for me damn emotional until i cried, thought of holding back , but i can't and that's when I broke down, well really, you can hardly get to see them again after you have gone somewhere else, that's why there shouldn't be any first three months becoz there are so many things to catch up and miss after that! Oh well, true, if u don't have first three months, would you have met so many good ppl?

Oh well went back at 11 plus... luckily didn't get caught .. haha .. bye

2006-03-04T21:00:00.000+08:00

It's been very long ever since i blog.. well i was busy with some syuff but heck.. i'm blogging some of my events now haha :D

March 1 2006, Wednesday
I Not Stupid Too(Two)
Well there was supposed to be og outing today but haiz.. a lot of them have ogl stuff to do... cannot really help it... the j2 ogls too have stuff to do and results to collect .. oh well maybe next time.. BUt i felt quite bad that we changed our minds last minute that we were going to watch movie..
Well i not stupid wasn't bad.. but i thought it would be very touching.. and it was but i thought it would be touching till i cried at the third quarter of the movie.. haha:D well toards the end i did a little.. but i thought it was more of a humorous one coz i was laughing all the way ..haha:D

but the most touching thing i heard was what the boy defined as FAMILY... FOod for thought...and i thought was really touching.
Well the movie was really very inspiring and motivating.. not to mention it is interesting and special...it made me think of the things that are happening... and really think what was right and what could have been done...
well really the movie was really nce and i don't mind watching a econd one:D

March 3 2006, Thursday
Last day in JJC
Hey it's my last day today.. oh well really gonna miss the school.. Well how was the last day of school like.. nothing much.. didn't realy have lessons.. checke out who posted to JJ.. Well quite shocked with the people entering.. some were rejected as what mr lai said was true... AC and SA rejects...Oh well..Tour around the school for the last time and i found places which i have never found before cool!! =) Well during lessontime we did talked with the teachers and did work too.. Well really goona miss JJ sooo much.. wish i can go back again.. really gonna miss the antten and their vendors, teachers , campus, friends, staff, school and the list goes on:D Well SPECIAL MENTION TO THE SYNTHETIC FIELD AND THE GRAND STAND THE NICEST PLACE IN JJ, AND LT5- COLDEST PLACE N THE SCHOOL AND THE SQUASH COURTS- MOST CROWDED PLACE IN JJ :D hahahaha:D
Well i'm really gonna miss JJ well i will visit some day and be back there again haha:D but at this moment i'm gona be a ACSian...

Well looking back at it i really regretted not choosing schools like AJC, TJC and, NJC..but... heard that NJC did not accpet amos (8- pointer with 2 bonus) but they accpeted alwin's fren (8 -pointer with ? bonus) haiz... Oh well ACJC gonna be top 5 soon so feel good bout it! HAHAHA :D
Ok i'll be in ACJC! =)

2006-02-24T00:34:00.000+08:00

4A Gathering @ Marina
Well indeed it was fun having all of us 4A 05' (the best yet so far.. haha so ego =p ) to meet up once again and this time it wasn't so bad coz it's not 5,8 nor 10 but 19 people attended the steamboat! YEAH!!! It was so good that we had hard time arranging oyrselves and organising it.. WOOHOO!! Well , it was really fun to see everyone.. well most of us back again together...
It was really fun though eating together laughing out loud... talking crappy stuff like.. BALLS??? EGG??? Well u get the point and u see the link... DIRTY!!!
Well we saw some fuun happenings like jumping prawns for the matter of fact...?? Yup.. " jumping prawns " as we cooked live ones and they aren't really dead yet so still live and kickin =) but there was also a lot of leftovers.. We simply took too much.. Oh well... Later we took a photo at the bus stop... and some waited for the bus while the rest of us played at the arcade till very late.. 11+ at nite? it was the 1 time dancing in front of soo many of my classmates.. not other frens at the para para machine.... diao ...=.= well it's over at least i gaines confidence =) HaHA well overall it was really really fun =) and i sure enjoyed it.. waiting for the next one soon :)