Sunday, December 31, 2006

This would to date be one of the longest post that i have ever posted. Well here it goes.

2006. What a year has past so, so quickly come to think of it, it is kinda hard to let go of this year, very difficult.

It's kinda of a weird feeling haha =) I have never felt sad or look back to what happened in the past, however, look forward to the future that is ahead and geting a year older, facing new challenges and possibilities and start afresh with new and worderful experiences, even last year. It was so, so exciting to welcome the new year and face whatever was lain in front of us. That excitement, awaiting, eagerness and rush to the next year, it was so so exhilarating, fun and special.

Well, it seems like a different feeling this year, somewhat of a more nostalgic and sad feeling. This was the special feeling that i went through even when i am typing this entry, or perhaps while i was reading other entries posted by friends of what they felt about 2006.

Well, undoubtedly, i can't deny the fact that i await the year that is planned ahead for me, however i do feel sad and unbearable to leave 2006.

Indeed, 2006 has been a very memorable year for me, perhaps a breakthrough to what lies ahead in me, or a stepping stone for me to grow up and mature. Indeed, seriously and sincerely reflecting every event even summing up all that has happened within the past year, understanding and apply that i went through, the many learning processes, perhaps is a sign for me to know that i'm really growing and i'm maturing. Perhaps this was why i felt so special and also why it's so unbearable to leave this year without all the very fond and magical memories that i share with different groups of special people that revolve around my life.

There were many special moments, wild and funny ones that make you laugh or cry, good times when you crack jokes with friends, creating surprises with friends for other friends or experiencing them with your friends and family, or even having great and rare opportunities to gather with those that you have not seen for a long time. It is also special when you are able to create special moments for other people and being able to touch their lives and experience a new meaning to life.

Nevertheless, it is for sure that there were many turbulence that i went through in my life, many struggling points that i have to face and also sad and painful events and decisions that i had to go through. Although it might be painful, heartbreaking or even depressing to face, life is what it is. It wouldn't be perfect if it didn't have every aspect of it to make it complete.

Life isn't unfair actually. We have to face ups and downs sooner or later. However, every experience is a learning point, a point to learn, reflect and look up to. It is only through these that makes a person.


It is difficult to leave 2006 with so many experiences and memories. However what we can do is to look ahead and be focused and ready with whatever lies ahead of us. This is why we set resolutions before the new year and achieve them.

I hope that in the year ahead, i would be a better person. A person that can treat people well and mindful of my words, actions and gestures and i hope people can tell me off if i hurt or harm them and tell me my mistakes. I hope to be open-minded and be open to everything to whatever people say. Don't let actions and words be a judge to people, but understand their inner self. I hope to be a better person that is good to everyone. I hope to acheive all these and do my utmost best to be conscious of what i do and say to others and not harm, hurt, or send negative thoughts to them. Last but not least i hope to continue learning and not be so over- sensitive and be understanding with issues and friends.

I apologise if i hurt anyone in the past year. I truly regret for what i have done.

Well all the best to everyone in the coming year and do continue to strive in whatever you do!

Happy New Year!

Love,
Chorks =)

Saturday, December 30, 2006

Question: Would you tell your close friend problems with regards to his personality?

Please guide me...
Fantasie Impromptu

Delirious

Wishful thinking

Grow up

Friday, December 29, 2006

I finally got to go out... and by going out it means to go out and have fun... Oh Thank Goodness!!!! hahaha =)

See the bright colour that i'm using.. yeah man.. feel so happy!!! It's just that i have been kinda staying at home 90%of the time because of the rain or nothing really to go to or go with or have to stay at home to do work... Sigh! But never mind I WENT OUT!!!!! hahaha =)

Feel so happy.. I'm free =)

Wednesday, December 27, 2006

Anyone wants to free this trapped bird out of its cage?
please... ??
I'm bored
tired of doing nothing
irony
Please...

Sunday, December 24, 2006

Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Let your heart be light.
Next year all our troubles will be out of sight.
Have yourself a merry little Christmas,
Make the yuletide gay
Next year all our troubles will be miles away.
Some day soon we all will be together,
If the Lord allows.
Until then we'll have to muddle through somehow.
So have yourself a merry little Christmas now....
Thanks for the many fond carolling memories we had this season and the support and encouragement from each and every one of you.
It was a magical night not to be forgotten, a special night to remember and cherish.
It was wonderful.
Merry Christmas =)

Wednesday, December 20, 2006

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me
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Go figure...

Saturday, December 16, 2006


I was swimming this morning, after many months of swimming.Well i realised when you look down, you would think that it's very long to complete and you would always wait for that time to come when you reach the point. However, when you look forward, you'll be determined to swim ahead and the faster it is to reach your goal.

True yea? haha=) it's a good inspiration to life !

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Wednesday, December 13, 2006

Isn't it the most wonderful thing to be able to touch someone's life? Though we might have fun and joy, ups and downs, at least we were able to give young innocent lives a new meaning to what they are doing. It is simply a gift that you cannot buy. Priceless.

Sunday, December 10, 2006

Dear friend,

I need your help. Please uncover tha mask that I'm wearing. Please disclose my real identity, uncoth the veil that i'm wearing. Show my true colours and identity and not to show my untrue self.

Friday, December 08, 2006

Dear friend,

I wish that I would be wary of my words and actions. I hope that words that are spoken to others are not harmful or show negative impressions of me. I feel that I'm not aware of what i say and sometimes feel that it will hurt others, especially you. Also, whatever i do are not offensive, especially my words, and weird.

However, I wish that I wasn't over sensitive too, worried of what things would happen and also what you think of me. I know perhaps i'm really fine, just insecure of myself with others.

I really treasure you and really don't wish to set the wrong impression of me to you and perhaps be close to you.

Please help me and guide me along. I do not want to lose you... someone special to me.

Sincerely,
Lost and wandering mind.

Thursday, December 07, 2006

The night was silent as a whisper, there isn't a sound at all. Even the slightest pin-drop that falls onto the ground was clear and distinct. The young little boy sat on the wooden bench, under the big, wide tree in the park. The tall lanky lamp post illuminated at the spot where he sat. He was quiet and still, all alone in the park. Only perhaps the crickets that were seemed oblivious in the night were the only things that had accompanied him in the night, even so much so it did not bothered him as he was deep in thoughts. His mind ran wild with thoughts and events that could occur. What could have been wrong? What have i done to cause this to happen? Why does it occur so? What should i have done? What should i do?

Sometimes it is just a problem or two that keeps you wondering in a perpetual circle, endless and never ending. It seems that every problem arise a new problem and another. Alternatively, you may be trapped in your own enigma, searching real long and hard for the truth, the enlightenment that you wish to achieve that guides you through your years and understand the journey of life, but is not easy to obtain success. The true problem lies within ourselves as we are the ones who are the real problem. By only we deal with ourselves then can we solve the rest of our problems.

Man is his worst enemy, only can he defeat himself within then can he be considered victorious.

Monday, December 04, 2006

haha... it's kinda very long ago... tagged by LWL...

Name 11 people you can think of right now in your head.*three of which must be the opposite sex*After that tag at least 5 people to do this.

1.James
2. Merilyn
3. Jenna
4. LWL
5. Alwin
6. Amanda
7. Hui xian
8.Juan
9. Germ
10. Lishan
11. Sidney

1.How did you meet 10?
prefect and classmate

2. What would you do if you never met 2
hahaha =) _______

3.What would you do if 9 and 11 dated?
haha =) erm... well.[. if it relly really is then ok i guess...

4. Do you like 7?
haha=) yeah as a friend=)

5. Would 5 and 6 make a good couple?
haha=) i would love to see that!!!! hahaha =)

6. Describe 3.
Haha she's super duper funny and lame at times =P hahahahaha =) but like her personality a lot!

7. Do you think 8 is attractive?
Haha ... i'll leave that to *ahem*

8. Tell me something about 9.
Neighbour... good friend =) treats me breakfast!

9. Do you know any of 4's family?
Know her sis.. haha =)

10. Whats 5's favourite things?
haha =) he's basketball crazy!

11. What would you do if 10 confesses he likes you?
haha =)

12. What language does 6 speak?
purely english

13. Who is 9 going out with?
haha =) no idea.. maybe not

14. How old is 8 now?
same

15. When was the last time you talked to 1?
yesterday

16.What is 2's favourite band/singer?
haha =) have to go find out...

17. Would you ever date 7.
haha =) maybe out as a friend?? haha =)

18. Would you ever date 11?
erms...

19.Have you ever seen 8 naked?
haha =) NO!!

haha whoever wants to do do lo...haha =)

Sunday, December 03, 2006

It just takes me a really long time to realise that every thing that you do is just a stepping stone to something better and better. It is a way that leads us to a brighter path. Furthermore, it is either not necessary or not frequently used or approached after we move on.

Take for example, from PSLE as we progress to our secondary school, you'll come to realise that PSLE is actually not useful anymore when you wrok your way up for your 'O' s . Also, your 'O' s would not be very important as you move your way up to pursue a diploma or 'A' level cert, and from then on it maybe is of some importance if you retain it, but by then you would be going for your degree and honours and masters and phD ....

Just as in life whenever we encounter a problem or experience something good, it is just a moment of thought or reflection of what we have done wrongly and what we have done correctly, and no matter what, it would only serve as a learning purpose for us to understand what we can do or should do and later apply it to whatever circumstance that we may face. It is just moving on with leaving what has been done in the past behind.

Understand from what you face now and learn from every aspect you can, and move on to making the future by letting it go...

here! i solved my problem!

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