2006. What a year has past so, so quickly come to think of it, it is kinda hard to let go of this year, very difficult.
It's kinda of a weird feeling haha =) I have never felt sad or look back to what happened in the past, however, look forward to the future that is ahead and geting a year older, facing new challenges and possibilities and start afresh with new and worderful experiences, even last year. It was so, so exciting to welcome the new year and face whatever was lain in front of us. That excitement, awaiting, eagerness and rush to the next year, it was so so exhilarating, fun and special.
Well, it seems like a different feeling this year, somewhat of a more nostalgic and sad feeling. This was the special feeling that i went through even when i am typing this entry, or perhaps while i was reading other entries posted by friends of what they felt about 2006.
Well, undoubtedly, i can't deny the fact that i await the year that is planned ahead for me, however i do feel sad and unbearable to leave 2006.
Indeed, 2006 has been a very memorable year for me, perhaps a breakthrough to what lies ahead in me, or a stepping stone for me to grow up and mature. Indeed, seriously and sincerely reflecting every event even summing up all that has happened within the past year, understanding and apply that i went through, the many learning processes, perhaps is a sign for me to know that i'm really growing and i'm maturing. Perhaps this was why i felt so special and also why it's so unbearable to leave this year without all the very fond and magical memories that i share with different groups of special people that revolve around my life.
There were many special moments, wild and funny ones that make you laugh or cry, good times when you crack jokes with friends, creating surprises with friends for other friends or experiencing them with your friends and family, or even having great and rare opportunities to gather with those that you have not seen for a long time. It is also special when you are able to create special moments for other people and being able to touch their lives and experience a new meaning to life.
Nevertheless, it is for sure that there were many turbulence that i went through in my life, many struggling points that i have to face and also sad and painful events and decisions that i had to go through. Although it might be painful, heartbreaking or even depressing to face, life is what it is. It wouldn't be perfect if it didn't have every aspect of it to make it complete.
Life isn't unfair actually. We have to face ups and downs sooner or later. However, every experience is a learning point, a point to learn, reflect and look up to. It is only through these that makes a person.
It is difficult to leave 2006 with so many experiences and memories. However what we can do is to look ahead and be focused and ready with whatever lies ahead of us. This is why we set resolutions before the new year and achieve them.
I hope that in the year ahead, i would be a better person. A person that can treat people well and mindful of my words, actions and gestures and i hope people can tell me off if i hurt or harm them and tell me my mistakes. I hope to be open-minded and be open to everything to whatever people say. Don't let actions and words be a judge to people, but understand their inner self. I hope to be a better person that is good to everyone. I hope to acheive all these and do my utmost best to be conscious of what i do and say to others and not harm, hurt, or send negative thoughts to them. Last but not least i hope to continue learning and not be so over- sensitive and be understanding with issues and friends.
I apologise if i hurt anyone in the past year. I truly regret for what i have done.
Well all the best to everyone in the coming year and do continue to strive in whatever you do!
Happy New Year!
Love,
Chorks =)