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After one year.. I finallly reached my 100TH POST!!!

Haha=) i feel it's like kinda an accomplishment since i don;t blog almost everyday or maybe even three weeks, just leaving it stagnant and growing cobwebs....

Haha =) it has really been nice walking down memory lane and like seeing either how emotional or how random i was, or perhaps leaving a quote or two that may make some sense ... yeah

Well didn't realise how back then was so different from now... As you look back on the things that you have done, you realised how different it was and you kinda laugh back or find it puzzling that you had actually encounter such stuff before and now maybe you don't.

However, some things would still remain the same and maybe change for a long time to come.

How exciting this one whole year has been! haha =) This whole experience haha =) me !

Remember the days...








































What wonderful fun, laughter, peace and joy it was...

I am

Lost in my own realm

Trapped in my own imagination

Lingered to my own paradise

Stagnant

Not a movement or word

Still

Not a change at all

Recalling the time when i had to choose between science and arts streanm in secondary, I wanted to choose arts ( that is to take geography) since that was what i was the strongest at, however, i was swayed to the idea of science and took triple science... Well, not all is still bad... preety good grades with the exception of bio and physics

As i advanced, the choice was definitely to be rooted into science because my education was planned in such a way it is directed to the sciences. Physics was seemed to be very practical and important to what I'll do in the future.. Well.... kinda wrong after i realised i didn't had the liking and calling for physics... bad choice and a wrong move... wanted to choose lit or geog.

Well reflecting on the past now.. It seemed to me that i made the wrong choice after secondary school, and i kinda felt that i'm an Arts student instead of a science one, with the exception that i can do some sciences.. or maybe one...

Sometimes you kust have too many choices, however you just can't decide what you really want. Th thing is that you'll realise that you would have chosen the wrong thing before you actually eperienced something which is not your calling, and most of the time you'll regret and have to stick to what you are doing now... That's why we have the common phrase, "why didn't i choose that eariler? " Well it's kinda late too if you want to change, like me... never knew that i was the Arts kind, even when my form teacher told me when seeing months ago, saying that some of us do not belpng to the science stream.

But one thing for sure, once you are stuck to what you are doing, you can't back out. What is done would be lost and also it's a waste of effort when you quit. You'll just have to stay on and try your very best to fninsh it, no matter the outcome, at least you tried.

=)

Light

seen at the end of every dim tunnel

Awakening

the dawn of a new beginning

Memories

Nostalgic images of the past

Relationship

A bittersweet medicine

Time

essence to our life ; perpetual motion and spirit

Money

a mask of every helping

Words

Worse of than our emotions

Truth

the sad but realistic fact

Lie

an invincible mask

Me

Confused

You

to be determined

Boredom

a good start to doing something

Confusion

a good method to start your brain rolling

Despair

the desperate end

Love

a momentarily, eternal happiness

Crush

a very short love

Us

Good, bad and nothing

Friends

People you had seriously considered of to be yours

Family

present in everyone, noticed or not

Trust

what keeps me going on

Loyalty

What drives me going

Betrayal

a reason for our falter

Mistakes

makes Man perfect and complete

Human nature

Problem

the bittersweet enlightenment

Perfectness

Cannot be achieved

Values

Makes A Man

I

Special

You

Special too

Us

depends

Smile

=)

The best thing for everyone to have.

Emotions : Let free from one's soul

Freedom of expression

Liberating all that suppresses

Desiring one to let go.

Enotions : One that does harm

Seizing oneself to his own emotions

Stressing the mind and the heart

Breaking down into broken pieces

Emotions: Know when to let go

know what is the right time for it

Able to control it well and secure

Doesn't let it go into your way

Emotions: one of the purest form of man

the very answer to one's present moment

the clue to the problem one is hiding

the hint for one to know what is the right thing to do.

Emotions : good and bad

Show it true, show it right.

Being secure, being well

The key to a human being

IT'S OVER !

IT'S FINALLY OVER....

ONE WHOLE YEAR OF STRUGGLE AND RUSH AND MADNESS IS OVER!

HOPE FOR THE BEST...

=)

Disconnected from the world....





recovering...




trying to....