Friday, April 28, 2006

There's something going on...

I don't feel bery comfortable when i'm beside you

Why??

It seems that i have doing a lot of things wrongly

you think i'm becoming bad

Ihope it's misunderstandings that you see

and i thinki it is

i dread the day as i have to see you

don't know why

hope you could just leave

that will be rude

I duoon wad to do...

It makes me come in lots of pain and torture just to see you

It's not that bad

it's just guilty to see you when i have done nothing wrong

Or is that sense of trust that i and you have lost between each of us...

but i don't know

i'm keeping a distance from you...

no longer going with you...

i really don't know what's going on

just bearing a few more months

ior should i just leave?

i really have no idea

i hope that there is an option for me

and i don't want to choose to go

but you seemed to tell me to

so should i ...

?

?

?

really don't know









?











Hope for an answer...

Wednesday, April 26, 2006

I have a feeling..

It might be strange

you don't like me,

and you too, you don't like me

i dun mind if u dun like me

becoz i know right inside me

i neglected u and u

i hanged with others,
i left u alone in the dark

i had no choice

one moment i have to go to this group

and then the next the other

i don't know which to join

everyone i go there's such feeling

and everywhere i go it'll be the same

it'll be good if i could find a solution

how i wish there was

the only way is not to have u and u and the others

but won't then i be lonely..

i guess i rather have myself lonely than u in the dark and alone...

well i dun wish u to accept my apology...

but just know that i have reflected

and that's all i could ask for

and i'm sorry for keeping you in the dark cold corner...

Tuesday, April 25, 2006

Enclosed by the " Four Walls" rule
Have you ever had a situation, like when we share secrets , it is enclosed by the four walls, whatever secrets was shared would not leave the room....

Well we should use the same kind of rule and apply it to other aspects of our everyday life. Do you remember when we do project assignments? When we fall on weach other and had disagreements, when we had to handle an activity and also had some disagreements? Well, imagine, if we were to keep and harbour these disagreements and arguements in a room, it would be filled and it'll accumulate over a long period of time. These arguements and disagreements are just like gases- Gases are compresible and no matter how much you pump in, it'll just accumulate, it has no limits, and when u heat it, it becomes agitated. When u continue to harbour these disagreements, it would not come to a halt, however, it accumulates, and the more fiery it gets, the worse it becomes. Thus what should be left inside whould not be brought out and also should be dissolved into thin air, and also what's inside is inside, dun bring forth to the next time, what's outside enjoy it.

What's inside is enclosed to four walls and not brought out, it should be dissolved and never harboured. what's outside should be outside and not be affected by the inside.

Saturday, April 22, 2006

Stoning : I think it's rather wonderful... and it's kinda bad

Think of the last time you stoned or were in a daze... for me everyday is stoning day... Stone during class, lecture, with my friends in the MRT station, at home, watching competitions or even in very, very, very noisy areas, or places where you just simply cannot stone coz u have to focus on... I stone... Can you imagine?

Well stoning is all not bad, dependng on where u stone... If it is in areas where you need not concentrate on or you have nothing to do, stoning keeps you off worrying several stuff, it's good though

Hakuna Matata, it beats no worries for the rest if your day............

Yeah stoning is fun, but when u start to come back to reality... HAH!! that's when u start worrying again... haha =)

Well... coming from a regular "dazer" or daydreamer ... stoning is good.. and bad when u are in reality... =)

Friday, April 14, 2006

My mind is in a blank...

it seems i still couldn't live mith reality...

It seems to me that i didn't know what to do...

It seems that life still goes on an what it is/was...

But it seems as if it was still a lie

You have not realise the reality in front

You are still living in a trance

You are cheating your own feelings

And now You didn't know what to do...

At least in some cases you have seen the truth

You are glad that everything went this way

But there are somethings in which you you still can forget

And these are the things you never will

How i wish we could turn back time...

How i wish we could all come forward on this day

How i wish we could see each other again

How i wish we re-live the moments we had together in the past

What we did, play and have fun

Where we go and when we did it...

How we help each other out and battle to the end...

Wouldn't it be wonderful if we were all put together again...

But that never work out

We were meant to come and go

We can never be together always

That why there's Fate and Destiny in this world..

It's a cruel and unfair one...

This could then make it fair to all..

Nothing is ever perfect except the One and Mighty One...

I really hope i would see you again

and i hope we could be together once again

and i hope we would remember these moments we had together again...

Let's all meet again

And give our support to the fullest always!

Monday, April 10, 2006

Reflections
Reflections - Aren't they they really good things to do when you have either nothing to do or just have something to think about...?

As i look into the mirror.. I reflect and wonder "Is it really time to lose weight?" And yes it really was or is the time to do so...

As i saw the various blogs my frens have... I do also have reflections...

To 4A and the class of 2005 "Wasn't it really great we have set a greater milestone than what our seniors from the class of 2004 did... Wenen't our results really good.... thinking about the times when we mug like mad people ordering macdonalds every single day when we studied in school in the morning for a afternoon paper... haha =) How funny it was.. But at least we had made very great achievements... Not only that the times we had together going out to either Orchard, Plaza Singapura, Crystal Jade, Holland V or even Alexandra Village( Treating your to fried Oysters) haha =) or Redhill market or even dawson place .. Those were the great old days... And the much fun and laughter and doodles and idling and great ambitions we all had together, not forgetting the time swe chatted during lessons and CCA.. THose were the days " Really missed them and i really reflect when would we ever do all those stuff again...?

Looking at some of my OG pals or JJ contacts... I do reflect too... At least the last time i went back i saw some familiar faces and we had kinda good time... I really thought while we had OG dinner.. Are we really close anymore??? i dunno .. at least one thing in common we dun _ _ _ _ that _ _ _ _ _ _ haha = ) not good to disclose but figure the blanks....

Still remembered after getting our o's result, we had to make a great decision at least for me it was a tough one... JJ or somewhere else.. Slowly one by one it starts to be eliminated off my list until JJ or AC? And i thought if i put AC will i regret .. well i still remembered it was after some consultation that i decided with AC which cost $17 haha =) but i first thought i would regret .. i had silly thoughts of missing GP content modules, friends and teachers especially, missing canteen food and the CAFE missing alost everything there... But thinking of it... my OG mates have their own paths now... and they hgave their own set of classmates ogl friends and plas from every part of JJ. Am i still to regret all that especially not seeing IT anymore haha =) I do still keep in contact with some - that's like classmates... But OG?? Do i really now miss them.. some perhaps but all? I guess everyone of us ended at that moment of F4 chalet, no rite before end of school or even the preparation og OGL.. I remembered then i was selected but quit coz i was going to AC

SO the thing i reflect about.." Dio i really miss JJ now? " Yes perhaps , but there's also no... Maybe miss some ppl...??

Well at least i'm adapting to the life in AC and i have a wonderful class WE ARE THE 1 SA- TWO haha =) At least CCA i'm adapting to it and Class is really wonderful.. but still we have to see for the next 2 years.. 4A still rocks!!!!!!!! but 1SA2 also rock =) haha =)

It 's so good to have reflections ...See what i have reflected and thought about.. Well it reflecting the past ... at least it is certainly to bring back good ole' memories =)




Saturday, April 08, 2006

TO ALL FRIENDS :
ACJC CHOIR CONCERT 2006
"AN EVENING WITH FRIENDS"
29 MAY 2006, MONDAY
NIGHT
TICKETS @ $17, $22 AND $27

AN EVENT NOT TO BE MISSED WITH YOUR FRIENDS!

COME PLACE ORDERS FOR TICKETS FROM ME

HURRY, DON'T MISS THIS OPPORTUNITY!!!
Life

Life is joyous when you have friends around to cheer you up

Life is fun if you find something which makes you happy.

Life is miserable if you are forced to do the things you don't want to do.

Life is sad knowing a bad news

Life is painful having to endure suffering

Life is frustrating if no one understands you

Life is wasted if it is not used constructive

Life would be meangless without you.

Life is the way you planned it to be

and Life is what affects you to do such a way

Life is all about you and your surroundings

Sunday, April 02, 2006

The thirty one dollars and fifty cents haircut... not bad.... but rather expensive... will consider the next round...
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